Sympathy Blankets

READ THIS before reading my main question below! http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index; _ylt = Aj9d9N9age_xxISAAbfCVs7sy6IX; _ylv = 3? qid = 20091123164835AAdkRNp

If you have not read the link I posted so you will not get what I'm about to write.

anywho ok then my father came home at 7:30 pm. my mother left shortly after my father came. She said she went to work, but I knew she was just away from eveything. when my mother left it when hell broke loose. I tried to get out because a) i was hot and it was chilly outside and B) I also wanted to get away from everything.
but I wanted to be in the dog house (no dog is ever going there) so I took a couple of blankets and stuff so I went back and forth, then my father called my name and asked why im mad. Im like "WHAT ?!?!" Why am I mad? then he goes "Why are you mad? because I went out for a few hours and ?!!?" apperently a little box of it's 5 units .... So I said "im not crazy!" Then he said: "Why are you angry against me out OF ?!!?!" few hours at this stage it is shouting I raise my voice in a shrill cry I said IM not crazy! Stop to say that! "my dad" YESS YOU AREE MADD! Stop lying !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" tears come to my eyes because I'm not crazy and it makes me mad, accusing me of being mad. So I just yell and walk away. he yells my name and wonder why I say im crazy "im mad because I want to go next, let me now!" when I walk.

After approximately 10 minutes of peace and quiet outside my father opened the door back yard and said "what the **** are you doing?" he never cuss but since he left a few days ago he picked up the language, he thinks it's cool. Then he accuses me of being mad again. I just go inside.

After several hours of crying and other things. I call my mother, she says she is just driving out of it. I love my mom.she then explained to me his plan for today and tomorrow (if you read my other question I posted above then you know what happens 2 days) and the next day his plan was for us to stay until the end (family) and talk or play games and drink juice and eat snacks ASSEMBLY. I feel so sad. For at that moment my father and my sister are playing together. and my thoughts of having a family life full of laughter are disappearing. Now we should play games and eat snacks and talk and hang out. but my mother is somewhere crying his eyes. and my father and my sister are playing in my room and IM cry

my father is soooo stupid! he has always discludes everything! even if he thinks its a joke, ... not. hes taking all the pleasure and happiness from me.

my friend from school is in the world of Disney at the moment, with his father and stepmother and step sister. atleast she has a family and have a good time with them.

I just wish we were together, all having a fun time, you know, stay up late, playing games and eating snacks and talking and stuff .... I think my desire to everything with a night like this will never happen. I hope this will be good.

help me. just one night ... together as a family.

Please help me

YOU NEED to email me immediately! yoviv@ymail.com
I have a lot of teenagers are in session all the time with family problems and the parents saying this and that about their children .....
This is a very serious going on here and you need professional help. I offer my services for free, just send me an email and you can give me your number so that it is on my dime, not yours.

What I can see is that if things do not get any better that things will get worse. It is difficult to believe that things could get worse because it seems that things R.